Firstly i'd like to say that this is the first weekend since i've been home that i wont be seeing Graham, and only the second that i'm not staying at his. Brings a slight tear to my eye 
Well i aim to leave in just a few hours. Lots of driving this weekend. An hour to Tony's, 2 hours to Rosie's, 2 hours bk to Tony's then an hour back home. Okay so it's not actually that much driving then. Rosie lives in Wiltshire for those of you who might be interested btw. Not too sure how the weekend is gonna go. Not too worried about seeing Tony, it's his family i'm scared to meet! If anything were to happen to me, to those of you who meet the requirements: I love you. To the rest of you: thank you.
Then there's the party at Rosie's which i just dont wanna show my face at. She tells me there will be about 20 trekforce ppl there, which i feel just isnt enough to mingle and move ON, ya know? And its a joint party with her cousin and friend so there's an estimated 100 ppl. Can i be bothered to talk to random people? No to be honest. I dont feel i can cancel now coz part of me going to see Tony today was about then going on to her party together, so i cant really cancel. Neway, time to get ready.
Emily
xxxxxx
I see Adam's too cool to write anything at the moment. Hopefully that'll change soon